Re-opened.
Posted on: Saturday, October 31, 2009
Posted at: Saturday, October 31, 2009
Re-opened this blog. It's more easier to read my previous posts now.
Word of warning: Whatever was wrote here is the thoughts of the past. That's why I've moved to re-ignition. So, get this clear, think before you speak. See clearly with your eyes, before you comment. Reflect on what has happened, before you do anything. Cross-reference with the present, and get the picture.
Thanks.
Got to go now. See you in a month+5 days time.
BB.
The Final Post of PrisonInBound.
Posted on: Thursday, July 23, 2009
Posted at: Thursday, July 23, 2009
Break out of prison. Now left to face eternity.
This is offically the final post of PrisonInBound over the course of 3 years. This Is It.
This post is however, only visible to my Facebook friends, as the blog has shut down.
So, I don't want to talk about her anymore, or even anything about the rumours conflict.
I'm feeling free from all of these in school actually.
But however, these are the things that anchored me into desolation.
Especially her. It's time to leave and go sometimes.
New friends, new life, new conquests. That's what I'm living in now, yet all of these eclipsed it away from success. As usual.
This blog was actually a record of my life. I actually planned to carry this to adulthood and look back into this blog.
However, corrupted this is, destroyed it had been. My problems has plagued my blog.
At the beginning, it was just thoughts of my day and reports of school.
Then here comes infatuation to ruin things.
The Secret encourages me to put positive posts on this digital diary.
But, soon it was darkened by events that came later.
Soon, more negativity grew.
Infatuation held supreme over this place.
Now, I shall plunge a sword into this blog, releasing myself and bringing me into freedom.
I should remind you, these are my thoughts now, there's no need for elaboration.
Freedom is the right of all sentient beings.
I'm going to grab that freedom for myself.
I request for no comments from anyone that comes from QWSS. Thank you. The rest, please say whatever you like.
BB.
The chains of prison has been broken. Now, like its origins, I must destroy the Company and overthrow it.
Released. Broken, the chains are, not me.
Posted on: Wednesday, July 22, 2009
Posted at: Wednesday, July 22, 2009
Back into action.
Revived from near destroyed state. Now seeking my Jetfire backups. Ratchet! Where's the parts??
And, I don't take half-hearted sorries already. This reminds me that "A bad sorry is no better than no sorries.". After all, what's done is done. The only thing that you can do to get back into my books, is to reverse the situation and make things back to normal. Which, I trust you can never achieve. So, better think through what you did, and do not come after me with half-hearted excuses, when you done something wrong and affected me. I am warning.
While sad, I thought of how to react to such situations. I realised that I've to alter my situation to my benefits, all by myself. And, the Allspark from the knowledge of books gave me hope and spirit. GREATNESS!
Hell yeah, I must break free from limiting chains and people, and advance into the plains where I must win! NP!!
I need to be back in action, not stumbling over some small stupid inconsiderate selfish act of idiots. Forward! For we learn more from our failures than our victories.
GO! I shall blaze this path by myself, and the fire in my soul shall set albaze the enemies.
BB
Empty Rage.
Posted on:
Posted at: Wednesday, July 22, 2009
I could not obviously show my rage through actions, that would be naive and stupid. Like "street fighter".
My sorrow could also never be represented my actions too, for it is so abstract, that it's hard describing.
But, my words, are the one which shows my emotions and feelings the best.
Anger and regret fills my heart now.
This is not your typical "defuse-an-unessential-situation" kind of problem. This is critical.
Words to the executor of betrayal first.
You will be all alone. I mentioned this before, betrayal is something that I can never tolerate. I've nothing to say, till further notice and more information, as well as an analysis on the damage that you executed. You'll be alone.
Ohter than that, I've nothing else to say. All alone again, I suppose?
Damn-ed.
Missed the eclipse. Shit. I hate the rain.
BB
SPOIL.
Posted on: Tuesday, July 21, 2009
Posted at: Tuesday, July 21, 2009
Damn, I really need a lappie soon.
Got probs here, gotta go and make my move in this world!
BB!
"Autobots! I'm in pursuit!" -Optimus Prime.
Posted on: Monday, July 20, 2009
Posted at: Monday, July 20, 2009
Fun day, need not elaborate. Hahas.)
I could picture myself in the near future if I study well and stay happy, hahas! The picture could be an example, hahas! .)
Been listening to Optimus Prime's quotes lately where there's a website where it plays his voice over and over, yeah! Hahas, and I still love the quote where Optimus says:
"Fate Rarely Calls Upon us At a Moment of Our Choosing."
"Freedom is the right of all sentient beings."
"PULL OVER!"
Etc etc, I can go on forever.
Yesterday's post was what I thought when I'm agitated. Today, I found no need to elaborate. If that was my words for that moment of time, let it be, for it speaks the truth and only the rawest of feelings.
For the energy of man is limited, let us not waste it on useless thoughts, broken bones, cold wars and has-beens which stopped us from achieving victory, but march forward and conquer the open fields and plains, where dreams soar and goals achieved. And of course, stop wasting time as usual, on the useless.
Let us grab the opportunity to establish better relationships, and aid our allies and friends, and avoid the pitfalls of hate and revenge. for they serve no purpose in this march of liberation.
Let us fortrify our friendships and defend them from destruction and envy, for the past has shown us how such a concrete friendship was nearly smashed.
Forward! The only way for us is forward.
I've no control over somethings, but I've control over my actions and deeds. For this, I shall keep this door open with caution, for old wounds have no need to be reopened, and alliance still stands.
I love Optimus Prime.
Going to go now, conquering the world before my school work.
BB!
Act now or Never. Time is precious.
Posted on: Sunday, July 19, 2009
Posted at: Sunday, July 19, 2009
The shackles has been broken already, so why I still feel tied down?
I just thought of this theory during church while stoning my life away. I was thinking why did I got so attracted to other churches before? The answer? The "defence" from my current church is not enough to hold up its own against the other churches "attacks".
Lets put it this way (Mr Siah's favourite line.) :
"Defence" is how attractive is a thing in your life, so attractive that you will not succumb to "attacks". Or, it might be a real defence, one which deters negative things, like annoyance and others.
"Attack" is how persuasive a thing or an ideal is, like how the other churches attracted me away from the current desolated church.
So, it's evident that the current church's defence (boredom, sianness, etc.) is no match against other churches attacks (music, life, friends.).
Lets again put it into another context.
Let "Attack" substitute "Talking/spending time with a friend" and "Defence" be "Avoidance and deterrence from communication".
"A" complains that "B" is "mad" at him. But however, even with "B" 's "Defence" minimal, with no "Attacks" from "A", even the smallest "Defence" can hold up against nothing, thus resulting in silence.
And don't send your diplomats and pawns to the front, "A". Confrontation is the key.
Enough of theories. I'm bored.
Tomorrow's school and I'm uploading 261 pictures from my phone to FB, feel free to view.).
Getting ready for sleep now, going to go then.), hahas. I only did a little revision for this weekend. Going to chart out an actual plan for daily revision everyday after school.
I hate delays. If you want to heal a problem, do it. Stop wasting time and using acronyms to hide it. Stop blaming, stop complaining, start acting. And, stop vulgarities, it ruined your image in my point of view. Bottom line, act now or never. Tsk.
Face it, you spend more time with your other friends, and the next second, turn away just for some help. If you want the hardline truth that I'm thinking, this is it.
BB.
I love to randomize. Apples are nice.
Posted on: Saturday, July 18, 2009
Posted at: Saturday, July 18, 2009
Yet again, I'm bored., after playing finish the AOE3's campaign. All of it. With cheats of course.
And I still do not want to do my schoolwork or even any revision. The only one I did today was trigo, which tore my head apart like how Optimus torn some punk ass decepticon's head too.
Seriously, I was thinking of what happens to me in the future if I join poly. I saw lots of stuffs, possible events and situations if I changed or stay stagnant. Most importantly, I would be using a lappie already, so that makes it great. But friends and stuffs, I'm worried..hahas. Hope things will get better in time.
The song "Way back into Love" from Aesthetic Night is really a nice song. Hahas, I love it.
Out of curiosity, I asked my mom whether she and my dad are pals before they were hitched. She said ya after complaining for awhile and hahas, show a lot to me too.), apparently, my mom and my dad's personality are 2 different things, so it's a wonder how they got together.
I still think Wonder Girls are damn funny. Especially 'Tell Me" and "Nobody". Sure enough, 'Nobody"'s English version sounds exactly the same as the Korean version, with the lyrics a total mystery and thus can't be decoded.
I want to read now, so good nights.
BB.
Madness Shared by One.
Posted on: Friday, July 17, 2009
Posted at: Friday, July 17, 2009
I felt brutal today, argh. Why just can't I focus on studies for goodness sake?..
Just to add onto another statistics:
Tests Completed: (6/6)
English Compo: High risk, but still great effort.), hahas. I wrote about Federer with utmost gusto and spirit. Love it, and missing the season period...Argh, when would Master Series start??...Federer! I hope he wins US Open, that would be Numbero 16th Grand Slam for Federer! Record Breaking!
I'm freakishly bored in school. And I'm quite hateful towards SBQ questions. I would rather do SEQs....hahas, they are much more fun and interesting, allowing you to take a formal stance towards a matter. Better that way.)
After school went to hawker with Samuel to eat, then went to Anchorpoint to visit some stuffs.), hahas. Found somethings that I want and was flustered when I saw Optimus Prime. I want that TRUCK!
We predicted when would the person who sms-ed me at Anchorpoint return the sms. Answer: Never. Predictable. It's becoming mundane and boring to predict already. (Apparently not. I missed that mail at 1530 hours.)
I'm thinking of humanitarian services in the future, going out to train, when would I freaking do my homework, what's my service to life, how to I get a girl like her, how would I survive O levels, or even survive class now, how to withstand idiots, study plan for tomorrow, building my own skin, recent conversations with sharleen, songs to get, books to read, movies to catch, toys to own, games to play, how to be more confident, how to get more good friends, my future career: whether in military, business, politics or technology, and even more.
Whoa, my mind's nuts. Totally ADHD.
So, the above summarizes my problems, so stop asking me to tell you my problems because it's ABOVE. Hahas. Read.)
And I want to play Gundam, Age of Empires 3 India Campaign, Prototype, tennis and GTA.
Damned my youth. Hahas.
Must come out with blueprints for tomorrow's 24/7 study DRIVE! Rush! Revise all of this week into those two days tomorrow! Hell Yeah!
I hate Bible Study. And church. I think it's propaganda, random!
BB!
Pity the weakness of your will.
Posted on: Thursday, July 16, 2009
Posted at: Thursday, July 16, 2009
I'm silent 1/4 of the time in school.
I'm bored half of the time in school.I'm stoning most of the time in school.
I seriously want to camp out in the library and just do my rotting revision plan. I've not yet revised my chemistry and history, as well as social studies. Oh damn, talk about procrasination.
Lets talk about statistics:
Tests done this week: (5/6)
1) Chinese Compo: Average, like usual, but I put in more effort.
2) Chemistry: Screwed a little. A marginal little.
3) English: PWN. 100% up for grabs happily.)
4) Physics: Surprisingly okay....and I hate the last question.
5) A Math: Marginal loses, huge margins. Might pass, might not.
Next Test Ahead: English Compo.
Sometimes, I wonder if "thank you" are crafted out of punishments, guilt, reminders, or hopefully moral righteousness.
I wonder why people keep hating some other people, when the person has done nothing wrong to you in the first place, and even did good for you too. Hypocrites.
People might change, past might turn into dust, the present might destroy the beautiful image of the past, but however, memories can never be destroyed. Therefore, whenever someone wants to be immortal, go tell him to write a book. Same here, those memories can never be destroyed or even corrupted by what's happening now. Precious memories, I shall guard it from the changed beasts.
I love Optimus Prime. He's a role model! Hell yeah!
Talk talk talk. No action. None up to date. I pity the worthless will of the human spirit, crushed by procrasination. Technology actually dulls relationships between people, you know? Haha, nothing beats post it notes and actual talk. Really.
Eating out with Samuel tomorrow, hahas, gotta go now and start drafting my article! I love to write an outstanding one.)
BB!
I'm so Boring.
Posted on: Wednesday, July 15, 2009
Posted at: Wednesday, July 15, 2009
I'm using Google Chrome now, and it quite lags. Hahas, still more used to FF.
School's a bore. Sometimes, I wonder why I contradicts myself, by loving to go school to study, and hating it because of multiple reasons and plain boredom. Haix, stupid.
Transformers Galore as I searched Youtube, now no need to go to cinemas for the thrid time! Hahas! But I still want the DVD.
Still contemplating my Federer-Nadal compo. Thinking. Researching. Great.)
Boring life now, going to update when I've projects on.
BB!
LEARN TENNIS
Sneakers